I'm a lonely kid I don't mean that much to you
I understand it hasn't been that long since I met you
I cling to you embarrass myself at the house shows
you're lonely too at least that's what I'm hoping for
haven't laughed in a long time
I mean really felt the happiness inside
I was trapped I did not try
I really thought back then that I'd gotten it right
I was so great I looked down on everyone
I hated you for everything that I'm becoming
two weeks to go finally found out I blew it
four years ago talking was so terrifying
I was wrong for a long time
I thought I knew myself I thought I had to fight
and there's a lot that I don't like
but as April ends I guess I'll be alright