when we drove to pittsburgh what did you think that meant ?
we drove for hours to get furniture to put in our apartment
and you said you'd pay some rent
that time you tried to leave me you ended up just coming back
and in that parking spot we cried a lot
and talked about getting a cat
and it felt so good to laugh
I thought I'd want to change my feelings about the things you do
I thought I was scared of parties but I was just afraid of you
and yeah I've been so angry I'm honestly pissed off with you
and when I'm alone at night all these awful thoughts come unglued
I'm fucking sick of you
so let me get this straight then when you talked about marrying me
was it love that spoke or was it just your conscience feeling guilty
well I'd never felt so happy
people say it's not my fault we both know that's not true
so I'm sorry that I was myself I'm sorry you were you
the haunted stories people tell I've always thought were true
but the ghost in our apartment turns out was just the ghost of you
it was just the ghost in you always hiding in the hallway
that weird cold spot in the bedroom
we heard voices in the nighttime knock down photographs I bought you
like the one that says "for god's sake get out!"
I guess you knew exactly what that picture was about